2003-02-03 - 12:30 a.m.
Upon inquiry of work today, I replied that my day had been "awesome". This was a complete slip of the tongue, not even in a Freudian subconcious way.
My day, indeed, was far from awesome much closer to fair hesitating somewhere near mediocre. I think I meant a sarcastic undertone, but i was just too tired.
Do you ever get to that point?
I feel like my life is...well... You ever have that friend that goes out with that person who totally sucks, is not nearly as good as said friend and while they are dreamily rambling about exhibit jerk, you know they are completely settling?
My life is a jerk and I have begun to get excited about the most banal things if only to have a reason to show a range of emotion besides cynical grin, sarcastic smirk, and dour frown.
Go me for over analyzing.
~j
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